Episode 1
Hmmm I’m about to tell you about my little secret, as I lay here on my bed, thinking and reviewing my life, I have come to realize that my life has been naughty.
My name is Samantha but my friends call me Sam. So use Sam everywhere I go to.
It was late September when I joined “God’s praise chapel” well can’t call the fun name for you guys you know (wink)I was new in town, and I needed to get myself fix into a church that God’s spirit is there. Oops I didn’t complete my introduction right? I’m among the few lucky people who had the opportunity to start school early, so I finish my school early sha. I’m an accountant in ecobank God I love my job, I’m very beautiful, sexy, and smart. Back to my little secret.
I went to about two to three churches but I didn’t like them, it was all about money, death and some things that you will know they are fake. So that morning my spirit or should I say Satan led me? I enter the church everywhere was filled with people the pastor was on the on the alter he was leading prayers so I quickly find somewhere to fix myself, after the prayer I was expecting him to start preaching but he got down from the alter and another man came to give announcements then he asked new comers to be on their feet so they could know us. We were three a boy and a girl and myself. We stood up and they prayed for us after that church was over for that Sunday. Wow I fell in love with the church. After everything we were ask to see the pastor (which they call him papa) I wonder why papa because his very young and handsome he even has dimples but one side. We meet him and he spoke to us and encourage us to come back next week Sunday. I accepted because I was already inlove with the church. After that day I couldn’t take the man out of my head, even at work his voice, his side dimple, his smiles God it was too much to forget. All I did was pray Sunday comes quick again.
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Episode 2
The next Sunday (that was my second time in the church) was the last Sunday of the month, I went in time so I wouldn’t miss the preaching like I did the other day. When I entered it was just few people I didn’t mind because I knew very soon my papa will arrive. We did Sunday school and other things before papa arrived. I was so lost in his handsomeness, God that man is cute. He immediately climb the alter, he was about to preach. He called the topic but I really didn’t write it down because I was just staring at him.
After the preaching the guy that did announcement the first Sunday came up and said “please all the youth should write their names and drop in that basket over there, I wonder what they needed our names for but I did anyways, 15minutes later we were done with our names, the guy who I later found out is called bro tobi took the basket to papa. Papa picked one paper from the basket and gave it to bro tobi. He went back to the alter and called the name of the person on the paper. “Miss Samantha Steve please can you raise”? At first I didn’t even notice it was my name because I was still lusting after papa. He called the second time, this time the church members have started murmuring before a lady beside me tapped me on the shoulder, “miss are you Samantha” she asked me. “Yes ma who wants to know” I replied her, she just turn her head to the alter and said “bro tobi she’s the one” I turn to see all eyes were already on me. I gave them the stare that says “What’s up”. “Please get up let the church see you” I stood up like a dummy. He told me to see him after service that they would like to know if I will be chanced to travel with papa for a church seminar. “What, didn’t I hear well” I looked from my papa to bro tobi I wanted to be sure so I asked again “travel with papa”? Yes miss he replied me. After church I went to see him, he explained everything to me and told me everything I will doing for papa. I was so happy, in fact that day I didn’t eat anything I was dying of excitement. The next day was Monday so I went to work to see my manager her, I asked for a month leave, at first he didn’t want to accept but I used my charm to get him to say yes. We were to travel that Friday papa and myself. I made everything available for the trip, in fact I over packed my things, I wanted everything to be perfect. We were to meet in the church before we take off from there.
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Episode 3
Papa was already waiting for me in the church, my bags were taken to his car then we went into the church and prayed for some minutes before we took off. In the car that was when I knew papa is a very funny man, he was the one driving when he sees I’m sleeping he will just tap me and asked why a young lady like me is sleeping for just a 2hours trip. God even his voice drives me crazy. What should I tell him? That I couldn’t sleep last night because I was so happy I was traveling with him? Hell no I couldn’t say anything I just “smiled” for him. Around 4:15 we got to our destination we were welcome by some people, after that prayer before they showed us to our apartment.
It was a two bed room flat. Very beautiful and we’ll decorated “looks like some one stays here before” I asked no one in particular but one woman answered me anyways “yes my dear, it’s the church’s guest house. But only our vip guest ”
30 minutes later, they had all gone leaving me and papa in the house. I was so tired to cook I just went inside straight to have my bath. I guess papa went to do the same too because when I wanted to go to the bath room he was no longer in the sitting room. In papa’s room there bathroom in it but my own room the bathroom is outside closer to my own room, so whenever I want to have a bath I must leave my room, before I enter my bathroom. I kinda like it sha. After my bath I took a very long nap, around 8:30 pm there was a knock on our door, I went to check and it was that same woman that responded to me that same afternoon.
SAM
Good evening ma
MA
Evening my dear, how are you
SAM
Fine ma, thank you
MA
I’m Joyce, but people like to called me by my first son’s name so you can call me mama desmond.
SAM
Ok ma,
JOYCE
I was assign to be bring food for you people, till you leave.
SAM
Oh really? Thank you ma, papa is in his room, should I call him for you?
JOYCE
No my dear, I will just drop the food on the dining and leave
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Episode 4
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SAM
Alrigh ma, thanks again good night.
JOYCE
Alright, you welcome. Please say me hi to papa when he comes out.
SAM
Alright ma (she exit)
It was 9:00 already yet papa didn’t come out so I went to his door to knock. I knocked twice before papa answered from inside “please come inside” he said I was nervous at first but later kick it off and went inside.
SAM
Good evening daddy, eeh sorry papa I mean to say.
HE smiled
PAPA
It’s ok, papa, daddy is all the same thing. So what is it you wanted to say?
SAM
Mrs joyce brought food, she said she was assign to be bring food for us for the period of our stay here.
PAPA
Oh, that’s nice, so have you eaten my daughter?
SAM
No daddy, I came to call you, so we could eat together, the table is already set sir.
PAPA
I was so tired so I slept for a while, I didn’t even know time is far spent. Go and eat my child, it’s late I won’t be eating anything tonight again.
SAM
No daddy, please don’t say that, ok a least a little. Please daddy. (she does a baby face for him)
Papa thought for a while before he asked me to wait for him at the dining that he would join me. Papa came out we ate in silent, after the meal I took the dirty dishes to the kitchen to wash. Papa was already in the living room. So I joined him, we watch a movie for a while (gospel movie oooo) I started feeling sleeping, my eyes were closing but I didn’t want to leave papa. I felt someone touch my shoulder slightly that was when I knew I was already sleeping. “Go inside and sleep” but I pretended to be sleeping. The next thing I felt that same hand picked me from the coach, I didn’t know where we were going but I knew we were moving, he placed me on my bed and covered me with a blanket. He left then I open my eyes I watch him close the door after him.
Wow papa just carried me, God thank you ooo, I was filled with joy, it didn’t take long before I slept off.
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Episode 5
The next morning I heard a slight knock on my door, I was too weak to stand up, I just open my eyes but couldn’t stay up. Papa came inside and told me he was going out, I wonder where because it was very early. He told me he would be back by 6pm.
SAM
Papa, what would you like to have when you come back?
PAPA
Eeh anything they bring is fine.
SAM
Alright daddy, see you by 6pm then.
When papa left Mrs joyce came with breakfast but I told her to stop bring food and stop bordering herself politely.
SAM
Thanks for everything ma, but please can you stop bring food for us? What would be my job here if you keep bring food.
JOYCE
But my child, I’m not complaining.
SAM
You don’t need to complain. I will die of lonely if I’m at home doing nothing. Papa left early so I won’t be able to finish this food, so take it home. I will be fine ma.
She thought for a while before she said “ok no problem” and turn her back to leave.
SAM
Excuse me ma, hope you ain’t angry ma? Please don’t be please.
JOYCE
(she smiled at me) no my child I’m not.
SAM
Thanks ma, please is there any market around here? I would like to go and buy some food stuffs.
JOYCE
Yes my dear, we have market and it’s not far from here.
SAM
Please how do I locate the place ma?
She thought for a while before she said
JOYCE
Ok I will ask my son desmond to go with you. He just came back from abuja but he should know the road better.
I was excited I didn’t know why but I was. She later sent her son around 11pm. I just finish having my bath I was dressing when I heard a knock on the door. “Who is it” “I’m coming ooh”
I went outside to see a very handsome guy standing outside our door, truth be told his very handsome and he has dimple too but his is two sided.
SAM
Hi, how may I help you?
DESMOND
Hi, I’m desmond hope I’m in the right house? I’m here to see Samantha.
SAM
Mommy joyce’s son right?
DESMOND
Yes I am.
SAM
Please do come in, I’m sorry you met me like this
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Episode 6
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SAM
I’m sorry you met me like these, I was actually dressing when your knock keep coming.
DESMOND
It’s ok, I’m sorry too. (he smiles)
I excused myself and went inside to dress up properly few minute later I was done, I’m not the make-up type so I was good to go. When I came out desmond was just staring at me one kind “take a photo it last long” I said smiling he looked away then looked back at me and smiled.
SAM
Can we go now?
DESMOND
Sure after you miss (he smiled again)
We came outside the house, he went and stood before a car, I was wondering what he was doing then he opened it, “get in ” he said wow he owns a car? Then he must be a very big boy. We got to the market wow their market was super big, I didn’t have more than 40 thousand with me so I asked desmond to direct me to an ATM where I can make some with draw. He told me to one so I withdraw 100 thousand. (don’t be surprise I’m a big girl too). He withdraw some money too. Then we started to shop, I bought all we will need for the whole month. Desmond Surprised me a lot, he paid for almost everything I bought. Around 1 I started to feel Hungary so I asked him to take me to an eatery, he was Hungary too, we went to have fried rice and goat meat but he had chicken. After the meal I wanted to pay but he refused and paid again. after our meal we bought the remaining thing then went home. I got home around 2:20pm immediately I entered, I arrange everything I bought from the market before I started cooking, desmond is kinda romantic he helped me a lot. After I finish cooking I asked him to sit down so I serve him, but he decline, that he was still full. I wanted to go take a shower but he said he won’t be waiting so we exchange numbers then he left. Since daddy said he won’t be coming till six I just went inside took off my clothes and walked naked into the bath room. I am use to that walking naked in my house. But this time is different I’m staying with papa but as the saying goes “you don’t learn how to use left hand at old age” so I couldn’t stop the bad habit. I was in the bath room when I heard papa’s voice “I’m home daughter” my eyes pop open “what I yelled” I was supposed to go out now, no towel with my, “God I’m stranded. I was there for like 30minutes I guess papa got worried. So he called my name “Sam are you alright in there” God what should I say?
SAM
Eeh eeh no papa, I didn’t know you would be coming now.tb
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Episode 7
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PAPA
Why didn’t you take your towel with in the first place.
God I felt ashamed but what can I do, a bad habit is always a bad habit.
SAM
I’m sorry daddy, please can you just help me get a towel in my room?
He was silent for a while before I heard him say “ok”. It wasn’t long a heard a slight knock on the door,
PAPA
I’m going inside my room now, open the door check the handle of the bathroom door the towel is there.
SAM
Thanks daddy I said slowly.
I waited for like 5minutes before I open the door he wasn’t there, I quickly pick the towel from the handle and shut the door. Not long I left the bathroom to my room to dress, this time around I shut my room door too. I might be in love with my pastor but seducing him? Never, what if he turns me down? I will just die. I don’t make the first move no matter how much I like you. After I finish dressing, I arrange the table for dinner, I went to papa’s door and knocked I didn’t hear his voice but I heard the sound of shower, I guess he was bathing so I went and sat down in the living room. About 25minutes later papa came out wearing his night robe. “Dinner is serve daddy” I said feeling awkward because of what happened earlier. He just nodded his head and went straight to the dining. we were silent all through the meal, it was just eye contact. I blush at some and felt awkward at some. After meal we went to the living room to rest a while, it was just 7:30pm. I hated the silence so I spoke first.
SAM
I’m sorry about what happened earlier today daddy. (he stare at me for a while)
PAPA
It’s ok daughter, just be careful next time, I might not be the one in that position to help you and the person who is there at that moment will think otherwise( if you know what I mean).
SAM
Yes daddy I understand. Daddy how did I get to my room yesterday? I remember I was seeing a movie here last night, but when I went into my room is what I don’t know.
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Episode 8
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PAPA
I was the one that took you inside, you slept so deep last night I woke you up severely but didn’t wake so I decided to carry you so you won’t hurt your neck sleeping on that small coach.
I pop my eyes open pretending I was shock, like I didn’t know he took me inside.
SAM
Oh, daddy you should have just left me there. I’m sorry you had to go through that stress for me sir.
PAPA
It’s ok daughter, but try not to sleep on the coach tonight.
I smiled, in my heart that’s what I was going to do but you know me na. I can pretend for african.
SAM
Sure daddy, I won’t fell asleep here.
There was silent for a while before papa spoke again.
PAPA
Mrs joyce called me, she said you told her to stop bring food. Why daughter?
SAM
I hate to stay idol daddy, so I ask her to let me do the cooking.
PAPA
So how come of tonight meal?
SAM
I cooked it myself, I went shopping with her son desmond.
PAPA
Oh, I see, but you should have told me so I could give you money for the things.
SAM
Haba daddy, why will I collect money from you na, I can handle it so you shouldn’t worry.
PAPA
Hmm. Daughter I’m sorry I’m asking you this question out of the blue but where do you work?
SAM
I work as an accountant at ecobank sir.
PAPA
Haaa, this woman is big oo, should I bring my CV I’m looking for a job.
We both laughed, this man is very funny and sweet. I picked my phone and checked the time it was already 8:53pm, wow time has gone I thought inwardly, I love his company and I guess he liked mine too because he kept gisting me.
SAM
Sorry to ask, but since I start worshiping in your church, I have never met mommy your wife sir.
PAPA
Yes you are right my dear, mommy and the kids stays in American but they visit home every Christmas.
Wow this man is strong ooo, so he holy have sex every December. Hmmm maybe holy spirit is the one helping him, or is he sex starve? I wondered.
SAM
Hmmm, papa you are trying then. Who cooked for you, wash your clothes, even warm your eeh eeh sorry never mind.
I guess he understood my point, because he smiled and shake his head.
PAPA
Children of nowadays think s*x is everything, we’ll God has been helping me, beside with busy daily activities I have no time to think of such things.
I love this man, why do I even love him? Funny thing is I’m just 23 years old and if my guess is right papa should be around his early 40s. Or is it his dimple that’s attracting m? God save me.
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Episode 9
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I began to feel sleep, even papa too was but was too tire to stand or so I thought.
SAM
Papa, you should go inside, if you are feeling sleepy sir.
He looked at me as if I had said something wrong, for a second I got sacred and wanted to apologize, then he smiles and said
PAPA
Hey calm down, it wasn’t you I was staring at, I wanted to say thank you for the food it was ok, and about people who wash my clothes and cook for me, we have worker that help men like us, besides some member come to help me at time.
SAM
Oh, daddy I was sacred oo, I thought I had say something wrong. I should go inside before I fall asleep here again.
I stood up and wanted to go but he stopped me with he sweet voice.
SAM
Do you pray before you sleep at all?
I didn’t know what to say, because his right I don’t pray before I sleep, after the hectic day at the office, I just take a shower and then the next thing I’m off to dream land. But I can’t tell him that, so I had to lie.
SAM
Eeeh yes daddy I pray before I sleep sir.
But it sometimes when I’m not too tired.
PAPA
My child, always pray before you sleep, it’s pace way for God to protect you.
SAM
Alright sir, I will pray before I sleep sir, goodnight sir.
PAPA
Alright my child. Goodnight God be with you.
I thanked him and went inside, that night I prayed, and I enjoyed it, why? Even me I don’t know but I liked the fact that papa cared about my spiritual life. I slept peacefully.
The next morning was sunday, papa woke up before me usual, he knocked on my door, that I should wake up else would be late for church. I almost told him to go alone but d–n it that would be very bad so I got up, without saying my morning prayers and open the door for him.
PAPA
You don’t want to be late for church, do you?
I rub my eyes lightly and looked at him very well.
SAM
I’m sorry daddy, I over slept. I will be out in 5minutes.
He left without saying a word.
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Episode 10
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He left without saying a word, I quickly rush to the kitchen to make breakfast of bread and tea with fried eggs. Then I went to take my bath, papa was waiting for me so I needed to hurry, I didn’t stay long in the bathroom before I came out. I did my dressing as quickly as possible you know me I don’t do make-up. We had breakfast and left home around 7am on the dot.
Church service was good but not as good as ours back home, the pastor was just preaching like someone who fought with his wife before climbing the alter. After service papa wasn’t ready to do, people were just coming from left and right to greet him. Before we left church that day was 4pm, I was so tired, and Hungary. Immediately I got inside my room, I quickly say a word of prayer not much sha just “thank you jesus” and change to a pair of jeans trouser and a white loose top. Papa didn’t come out, I guess he was very tired too. I went to the kitchen to make fried rice and goat meat( I hate chicken). I was quick with the food because everything I needed was already made easy for me. (Nigeria to is improving) 45 minutes later my food was ready and serve to eat. I set the table and went to knock on papa’s door, he answer like he was just waking up from sleep.
PAPA
Yes, come in please.
I entered.
SAM
Good evening daddy. Lunch/dinner is serve. (I said smiling)
He smiled back
PAPA
Yeah you are right, lunch/dinner. Alright I will join you soon.
I left his room, and went to the dinner to wait for him, 5 or less minute later papa came out, as usual we ate in silent. After the meal I just clear the dishes and went to take a cool shower, papa sat in the living room (you remember I have to pass the living room before getting to my bathroom right?). I didn’t want to tie just towel and pass the living room since papa was still there so I just took my towel and enter the bathroom with my clothes still on. I felt relaxed when I entered the cold bathtub. It was so refreshing, I almost slept there, after spending close to an hour in the bathroom. I guessed papa must have entered his room, so I just tied my towel and my chest and came out of the bathroom. I was shock to see papa still sitting in the living room watching CNN I didn’t know what to do, either to go back or just walk into my room, I stood like a status for like two minutes before I finally walk into my room. True is my body is very attractive, when I say “very”
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Episode 10
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He left without saying a word, I quickly rush to the kitchen to make breakfast of bread and tea with fried eggs. Then I went to take my bath, papa was waiting for me so I needed to hurry, I didn’t stay long in the bathroom before I came out. I did my dressing as quickly as possible you know me I don’t do make-up. We had breakfast and left home around 7am on the dot.
Church service was good but not as good as ours back home, the pastor was just preaching like someone who fought with his wife before climbing the alter. After service papa wasn’t ready to do, people were just coming from left and right to greet him. Before we left church that day was 4pm, I was so tired, and Hungary. Immediately I got inside my room, I quickly say a word of prayer not much sha just “thank you jesus” and change to a pair of jeans trouser and a white loose top. Papa didn’t come out, I guess he was very tired too. I went to the kitchen to make fried rice and goat meat( I hate chicken). I was quick with the food because everything I needed was already made easy for me. (Nigeria to is improving) 45 minutes later my food was ready and serve to eat. I set the table and went to knock on papa’s door, he answer like he was just waking up from sleep.
PAPA
Yes, come in please.
I entered.
SAM
Good evening daddy. Lunch/dinner is serve. (I said smiling)
He smiled back
PAPA
Yeah you are right, lunch/dinner. Alright I will join you soon.
I left his room, and went to the dinner to wait for him, 5 or less minute later papa came out, as usual we ate in silent. After the meal I just clear the dishes and went to take a cool shower, papa sat in the living room (you remember I have to pass the living room before getting to my bathroom right?). I didn’t want to tie just towel and pass the living room since papa was still there so I just took my towel and enter the bathroom with my clothes still on. I felt relaxed when I entered the cold bathtub. It was so refreshing, I almost slept there, after spending close to an hour in the bathroom. I guessed papa must have entered his room, so I just tied my towel and my chest and came out of the bathroom. I was shock to see papa still sitting in the living room watching CNN I didn’t know what to do, either to go back or just walk into my room, I stood like a status for like two minutes before I finally walk into my room. True is my body is very attractive, when I say “very”
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Episode 11
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I’m very attractive, trust me when I say “very” just know I’m almost perfect in beauty and body. Immediately I passed papa I had that feelings is eyes were on me, (Satan will always be satan) that was the time my stupid trouser has to fall from my hand, I didn’t know what to do, it fell beside the coach close to the one papa is sited so before I pick it I will have to bend down, and that won’t be good, i wasn’t wearing undies (yes na I just finish bathing na) so what should I do? Ok I decided to go inside dress and come back to pick my trouser from the floor. I was already going when papa’s voice stopped me mid-way.
PAPA
Sam, I think you dropped something.
What? I dropped something? I thought this man was watching CNN so he has been seeing me with his side eye since. Haaa Sam you are a big fool ooo. I didn’t know what to say to papa so I started looking down.
PAPA
Sam, what’s wrong? Are you ok? (with concern in his voice)
SAM
Yes daddy, I’m fine.
He stare at me for some minutes and God I could swear I saw lost in his eyes. (yeye me) he got up from his coach and started walking to my side, my heart started beating fast, could it be that what I saw in his eyes is true? No no no It can’t be, I can’t commit this kind of sin no no I shouted in my head. The next thing papa was already in my front with my trouser in his hand “here take” he said still looking into my eyes. “Eeh eeh tha..thank you sir I said like a she goat sweaty all over.
I took my trouser and ran into my room and shut the door, “God that was close” I said breathing hard. What I feel for my pastor is now confusing is it that I truly love this man? Because if it’s lost this was the right time to seduce him but I didn’t do it, rather my heart aches like I was going to die if I tried it. “God have mercy” please take this feeling away from me” I prayed inwardly. I got dressed and climb my bed to sleep but couldn’t. So I took my phone to check my whatsapp messages I saw a lot of message from work, family even enemies but I couldn’t chat too. So I dropped the phone. It was just 6:49pm I don’t know anywhere in this place else I would have gone out. I closed my eyes trying to sleep when my phone started ringing it was desmond calling.
DESMOND
Hey sugar, how are you?
SAM
Hmm sugar? Well I’m fine and you?
DESMOND
I’m good too. Happy sunday dear.
SAM
Same to you. I didn’t see you in church why?
DESMOND
I actually saw you.
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Episode 12
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SAM
Oh, really? But I didn’t see you, which roll did you sit?
DESMOND
I came late thou so I sat at the back, the very end.
SAM
Later Comer, well would have too if not papa that woke me up.
DESMOND
Oh, really? How’s he? And how’s the weather treating your beautiful skin.
SAM
His fine, and the weather is really harsh but I’m managing.
DESMOND
Sam, are you busy? I would like to take you out.
SAM
Like a date?
DESMOND
Yes, hope you don’t mind.
I didn’t want to go out with desmond but right now I need a distraction. So I said yes.
SAM
Alright, when are you coming to pick me?
DESMOND
Really? You going out with me (sounds excited)
SAM
I already said yes, so when are you coming?
DESMOND
Would 8pm be ok?
SAM
Alright, see you then.
I lay on the bed for close to 40minutes before I got up and dress. Around 8pm my phone rang it was desmond calling. “I’m outside” he said. I dropped my phone and stood in front of the standing mirror in my room to see if I was good to go. After I was please with my pink gown and black Hills. I took my purse and closed my door. Papa was no longer in the living room so I knocked on his door. He asked me to come inside but I refused and stood at the door. “I’m going out daddy” he was silent for a while before he said “be save”
I left and close the door after me, I went to where desmond parked his car the other day but the car wasn’t there, so I called him, he directed me down the estate. There he was looking handsome as ever, his dimples fluttered my heart, I didn’t even know when I started smiling.
DESMOND
You look beautiful my lady.
I smiled because of that word “my lady” who said I was his lady?
SAM
Thank you desmond. So can we go?
He opened the door for me, and closed it when I entered. Our outing was awesome, desmond is sweet and funny, I really enjoyed my night, I didn’t even want to even go back home. Around 9:30pm desmond brought me home. He held my hands for a while staring into my eyes.
DESMOND
Thank you Sam, for making my night beautiful as you.
SAM
Thank you too. I have to go now.
I wanted to go but he still held my hand, so I looked his eyes and down to our hands, he smiled brought his mouth close to me, I thought he wanted to kiss me so I moved my head backward to avoid it but he kissed my cheeks instead and said “goodnight princess”
I got inside 9:49pm. I met papa in the living room, I guess he was waiting for me,
SAM
Good evening daddy.
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Episode 13
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He stare at me like I had suddenly grown Horn. I stood there like a status waiting for him to say something, he didn’t say anything close to 10minutes so I spoke.
SAM
I said good evening daddy.
PAPA
And I heard you the first time, go inside and change then come back here.
I looked at him “what does he want to say to me” I thought inwardly. I went inside changed into my night robe and came back. He turn down the volume of the tv then faced me.
PAPA
Sam, where are you coming from by this time of the night?
What? was that what he wanted to say to me? So he waited not because he misses me but because he wants to scold me?
SAM
I went out with desmond, daddy and I told you about it. (I didn’t sit I was sacred to)
PAPA
And you are coming back now? Is it the right time for a decent lady to come back home?
What should I know, I was already getting angry with this talk and he was about to ruin my night.
SAM
I will like someone to replace me, I want to go back home. “What”? He exclaim
PAPA
Why, because I scolded you? Or something else?
SAM
Nothing, I just wanna go home (tear was already flowing my cheeks)
He got up from his sit and held my shoulder, he stare at me for a while before he took me to the coach he was siting, we sat down for some minutes before he spoke again.
PAPA
I’m sorry, you are an adult I have no right to yell at you. I’m truly sorry.
His hand were still on my shoulder, it felt cold, I liked it but this is not the time to show it, I stare at him for a while.
SAM
I’m not going because you scolded me, I’m just sacred daddy, what happened this afternoon what if it happens again? I just wanna go home (tears still flowing)
PAPA
Hmmm, can you a least wipe your tears first, it pains me to know I’m the reason for that. Nothing happened this afternoon and nothing is going to happen child. I looked at him then use the back of my left hand to wipe my tears but it still keeps Coming. He pulled me closer to himself and hugged me (so this man the form Americans) I wasn’t surprise because hugs is big deal, and is not as if I faced him with my chest, it was a side hug. The next question he asked me throw me off.
PAPA
What do you think wanted to happen this afternoon.
I didn’t know what to say, I just soak my wet face into his shoulder. I sob for like 10minutes more before I stopped. He asked the question again.
SAM
Papa, I.. i’m eeh I eeh I don’t know sir.
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In Love With My Pastor
Episode 14
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He moved my head from his shoulder and stare at me for a while then smiled. I wonder what’s making him to smile. Like you could read my mind he said “you must be wondering why I’m smiling”
PAPA
It’s common with woman to feel this way, when they are with men. But in your case I can’t tell what is it you want.
SAM
I don’t understand daddy.
He looked at me and smiled again.
PAPA
My daughter, I don’t understand myself, is it that you don’t like it here or you don’t like the fact you are here with me?
This man is confusing me, I could swear that was not what he wanted to say? Why is he doing like this na.
SAM
Daddy, I like being around you, but I miss home (I lied) I want fresh air, different from the one here.
I don’t know what is with him and my eyes, he looked into my eyes like he was looking for something inside.
PAPA
Ok, when would you like to go so I could make arrangement for someone else to come?
SAM
Tomorrow sir, I will like to go back tomorrow. “What” he almost yell.
PAPA
Tomorrow is too close, please pick another day.
I thought for some time before I said ok “by Friday” he looked at me again before he said “is there something you are not telling me sam”? I wonder what his expecting me to say? I stood up and turn my back on him (tear was already fight it way down my cheeks again) I felt like telling him the truth, that I love him, but no I don’t make the first move, they always do and him not making the move makes me love him the more. I felt someone touched my shoulder I turn it was papa’s hand, when he saw the tears on my face, I quickly wiped it away but another flow down, I tried to say something but he just did “ssssh placing his index finger on my lips. Then he hugged me this time my chest faced his. “Say no more daughter” he said like a whisper. We were in that position for God know how long, I got tired of standing and my mind has started wishing naughty things like me kissing him, or even pressing it butt. So I quickly disengage myself from the hug. He smiled again. He held my hand and took me to the coach again. “Friday that you really want to leave” he asked me. I just nodded. I meant it, loving isn’t a sin but loving someone who is married is a sin, I won’t commit that sin if I don’t leave. So on Friday I will be leaving I thought inwardly. We sat for some time without saying anything to each other then I remembered he ate around 5 or so.
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I remembered he ate around 5pm or so I quickly ran to the kitchen to get him something to eat, I got to the kitchen I saw dirty dishes in the sink so I knew he already ate. I popped my head through the kitchen door and asked “daddy you care for tea”? “Yes please, but coffee” I made tea for myself and did coffee for him. I brought to mug in my hand, the coffee in my right hand while I had my tea in my hand. I place the mug on the stool beside him. I didn’t sit with him again I just sat on another couch close to his. He took a sip from his coffee and smiled “nice” he said. I just chuckles what’s the big deal in making coffee? We didn’t talk after that we just had our tea in silent. I finished my first and waited for him to finish his. When he was done I took the mug to the kitchen washed them and return back to the living room.
SAM
Daddy, it’s almost 12am I’m going to sleep. Goodnight.
I expected him to say goodnight, he didn’t talk for a while, so I turned my back and started walking to my room when his voice stopped me mid-way
PAPA
“You are really going to leave me here on Friday sam”?
I felt pity for him, we have been together for just three days yet it feels like we have known each other for months or even years.
SAM
Daddy, I don’t want to leave you here, but I’m sacred, I really am.
He got up from his chair and came close to me, this time his hands were soft and tender, I could swear the looks in his eyes were “passion” but maybe my thought is wrong. He placed his hand on my shoulder, “what are you sacred of sam” he said like a whisper
SAM
Daddy, I’m eeh I’m eeh you know I.. I eeh
PAPA
Say something sam. What are you sacred of?
SAM
Nothing sir, I need to go to bed, goodnight (I ran to my room) I closed the door after me and sat down at the back of my door on the floor. “God what kind of thing is this, in all the men I could love “my pastor? Jesus christ sam you are a big fool” curse myself. I heard papa slam his door too. I got up and climbed my bed. I checked my phone I got 12 missed calls from desmond and 2 messages “hey sugar, thanks for making my night”. “Why are you not picking my calls, you gone to bed already”? I read it and sigh I couldn’t reply again course it was already late so I just throw my phone on the other side of the bed and fell asleep.
That night I had a very terrible night-mare, I swear i wasn’t faking it, it was so terrifying that I scream.
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It was so terrifying that I had to scream from my sleep, sweating all over, papa ran into my room I guess he must have heard my scream. “What happened sam” he asked rubbing my hair. I just held him real close to myself.
PAPA
Calm down, it’s just a nightmare. (still robbing my hair) I was sacred so sacred that I almost ran out of my own skin.
He picked my phone from the bed and said
PAPA
It’s just 3am in the morning, you should get some sleep, you will be fine. I release him, when he wanted to stand up I held his hand and begged him not to leave me alone.
SAM
Please don’t leave me, I’m so sacred daddy.
PAPA
But you know I can’t stay in your room? Just sleep you will be fine.
I thought for a while, should I let him go or follow him?
SAM
Ok stay with me till I fall asleep please daddy (a tears dropped)
PAPA
You don’t have to blackmail me to stay with this tears of your sam. (sounded angry) he didn’t know It wasn’t a blackmail I’m just too emotional even mercy Johnson the learn for my side.
SAM
I’m not daddy, I’m just sacred (and that was true) he stood watching me for some time before he sat on my bed again. I lay down but couldn’t close my eyes, I was facing up, “I’m here now so sleep” he said yet my eyes were still very much open looking at every conner. He drew closer to me on the bed but his legs were still on the ground the put my head on his arm, his other hand rubbing my hair. I felt warm in his arms, and safe I started to feel sleepy again, I looked up to see his eyes were closing too.
SAM
Daddy, just go, I will try to sleep on my own. You feel sleepy.
PAPA
Don’t worry about me, when you sleep I will go to my room and rest.
I was happy and sad, happy because I love him and sad because I can’t have him. He brought his mouth down to mine, I was so sacred I thought he wanted to kiss me, my body started to shake. He must have noticed because he smiled and said “just checking if you have fallen asleep” God that was close I took a deep breathe, papa was with me till I fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning and discover papa was lying beside me, his hand was still inside my hair (I’m very proud of my long hair too)
I was shocked that papa and I slept in the same room, I quietly got up and went to brush and take a shower. When I came back papa was no longer in my room, “thank God ” I said inwardly. I dressed quickly and rush to the kitchen to make breakfast. TBC 2morow